Pictures of me tis few days=]

The second day of holiday=]

yesterday my mum bought me a radio=]
happy ~
i wanted a radio a long time..
i finally got it...
it rain non stopping since yesterday.
rain n rain...until tis morning still raining..
until afternoon oni stop raining..
anything aso cannot do...
exam coming jor...
3rd of march until 11of march.
haiz...really need to study harder..
if not will die de..
later fail edi my mum kill me like hell xD
my mum bought alot of snacks for CNY<3
i will be fat after CNY=]
My gosh...xD
tis morning very boring i took some photo=]
upload later ...
BYE=]
need to study jorx=]


Happy Chinese Year to all my dear n darling, n my frenz too of course=]<2
love you guys foreva..<3
hope you guys got many angpau..=]

第二集

今天下午滚上来过了=]
不知道为什麽，很想在滚上来一次=]
很想写出我的心情=]
我比下午更不开心了。。
不知道为什么=]
或许是已开始想起你了〈3
我真得很想你=]
我不知道我有每有错=]
每个人都告诉我，我的选择是错的=]
从我第一天认识你=]
我已经被你谜着了=]
我没天都在想，我是否因该放弃=]
但是我都做不到决定
我只想找一个人来陪我=]难道也不行吗？
为什么？
是不是问题出现在我的身上？
我每天都在想=]
给我在想多一天，是不是我的问题
再做决定吧=]
我很细望有一种药，可依巴人灌醉，一觉起来，什么都忘了=]
好像失忆一样=]


白白=]
安.....</3

Holiday=]

holiday for CNY=]
we clebrate in skul 2day..
they are alot of activities..
they are drums, choir, band..n alot=]
they let me feel tat now is chinese new year=]
i love that feel..
i dun like to stay at home everyday...
like im in a locked room..=]
i dun like tat feeling...
i dun want to be alone..
i feel bored..
im happy at school...
i love my friends there..
they bring me happiness=]
i dunno how to spend my CNY time...
study..?
take angpau..?
go to my grandma house..?
or stay at home n sleep..?
or keep seeing movie to let myself to dun think silly things..?
i do not knw...
my life is tribbile..
i hate this life..
im damn bored at home..
i hope there is a people beside me to talk with me..
a people tat i can trust..
i can tell her/him my feeling..
im gonna die if i continue to be like tis..
wad should i do..?can anyone teach me..?
im very tired..
i hope tat after i wake up everything i dun remember...
i dunno how to settle things...=]
i need a people to help me..
i juz dunno where is the person...
<3

My zi lian pic=]hope you guys like it<3

Thursday..

sorry ya=]
long time didnt update jor=]
ermm.
thursday i went ts with my frenz..
i went to buy chinese new year clothes n shoes.
but at the end..i oni bought 1 dress n 3 pairs of shoes..
but nevermind...when i go n take angpau tat time ...
i wear red colour dress then my relatives will give me more money=]Xd
but anyway..i was happy tat time..
finally can rest for 1 day..

Boring=]

2day damn boring=]
kawaii didnt come=]
nobody choi me jor...
sad sad=]
2day at skul not special lar.
need to decorate the classroom for competition
haizz==]
must be very hard working lo=]
2day got alot of people didnt bring eng book=]
teacher punish them to sing=]
the 善辉damn funny=]
he juz say the abc song then run back=]
damn stupid..
dunno y teacher suddenly ask them to bumbing X20
家豪faster bumbing wor=]
so damn geng
if ask me bumbing i will die=]
he bumbing 7times oni then teacher ask him to stop=]
good for him..XD
yeah~ 2moro holiday=]
goin out with my frenz to watch movie=]
we are watchin great day=]dunno nice or not=]
at ts...hehe=]can go shopping again jor=]
i hope 2moro can come faster=]]XD
bye for now=]


<3

Diary=[

boring arh..
everyday study studyXD=]
2 moro im dieing larh...nobody accompany me=]
kawaii not goin to skul 2moro..
haiz...=[
still got kh two period
damn shit larh=]
kh very boring arh=]
2moro got two period somemore....
haiz...y like this de=[
kawaii is sick , so she is not goin to school 2moro..
she ate burger 2day somemore...
sick ady still eat burger=]
i know why larh, she dun want to celebrate CNY jor=]
celebrate CNY tat time she wanna sleep on the bed=]XD
haizzz...sad sad arh
2day alone=]
nobody choi me jor-.-
bye for now=]


<3

无题

saturday everyone change their place=]
i also change=]
today is the 1st day sitting with my new partner=]
still okayy lar..
i sat with kawaii=]XD
we chaat 2gether when teacher is teaching=]
awsome=]XD
i juz miss him=]
altough i see him everyday=]
haiz...wad happen to me??
i hav really no idea..
keep thinking,wad should i do...
i really dunno=]
maybe i juz love him soo much=]
im pretentin everything..
im pretenting to smile in front of you=[
i pretent to play with my frenz n laugh like sohaiXD=]
actually i knew tat myself is not happy actually=]
hw should i laugh like others..?
i wanna become the xiiao min like last time=]
play with my frenz happily
laugh with my frenz happilly=]
i want tat life=]
im very stress
i need sometime to relax=]
i want people to accompany me=]


I need you, but you are not here </3

因为爱

就是因为爱=]
你爱上了一个人~
你就会奋不顾身的去保护他/她
爱情， 是我的弱点
如果不是坤成,
我也不会认识你
我真的不知道认识你，是我的福气还是我倒霉
我心里的结，一直都打不开....
不知道要跟谁说=]
我爱上了你，或许你根本不知道
我并不计较~
爱上了你不久，但我觉得你跟我看过的男生不一样
我喜欢你的性格
很特别=]
我不懂我爱上你是对的吗
或许是上一段感情，让我失去了信心=]
慢慢的，泪流了
听着歌，想起了你=]
</3

无题

sorry ya=] i knew tat i long time didnt update my blog=]
im not feeling very well tis morning.
P.E class tis morning..
stomach-ache..
really not feeling well..
i didnt told teacher..
i dun want to rest..
i juz wanna cry..
becuz i suddenly thinked bout you...
i think tat should i step in the trap..?
or mayb i shouldn't..?
i hav no idea..
yesterday night i went for tuiton..
my teacher said tat i became more quieter, dun smile much n became more good girl
XD=]
actually i didnt..
teacher said cannot sms...
but im sms=ing..
mayb teacher didnt see..
i dunno lar=]
im thinkin things..
thinkin wad should i do...
i really dunno wad should i do...
teacher said tat i didnt smile much...
there is nothing for me to smile, why should i smile...?
smile for nothing..?
teacher said i became more good girl...
mayb yesterday i dun hav the mood to talk..?
so i didnt  talk...
this two weeks,
im very happy in JR1k to study..
with all my frenz...
ka wei, ka kei, yen kei, si qi n the others..
when the 1st day i sat with him...
i think he is very naughty..
but after two weeks.
i found tat he is quite intresting..
he makes alot of fun to everyone..
make everyone laugh..
he is quite good actually=]
i hope every of my frenz is happy=]
i hope tat he is beside me everytime when i need him..
but i knw tat it will never come true...
fine=] i dun want anything..
but i juz hope tat he is happy everyday n my frenz are all happy everday=]
tats all i need=]
<3

a new week=]

上了一个星期的课
还好啦，每有我想象的呐么差
认识了不少朋友
sorry ya=]
i dun like to write chinese...XD=]
3.1.2011
mayb tat day is my lucky day=]
the god let me met u..
let my wish come true...
i thought tis whole year is my lucky year...
wad i wish will come true..
actually is not...
oni 3.1.2011...
on tat day...i told god a wish...
god let my wish come true...
im happy tat day..
but y my wish cant come ture on others days..?
mayb i dun hav tat luck..
i find tat...mayb im in love in u...
i dunno...im confused..
i dunno should i step in again..
cuz i dun want to be hurt...
im thinkin wad to do everyday..
no 1 can accompany to talk..
i nid some1 to accompany me...
i feel tat im left alona aside...
i dun like tat feeling...

School re-open liao...XD=}

sorry ya everyone=] i knw tat i long time didnt update liao...
im quite busy when school re-open...
sorry ya=]
ermm...i actually dun like kch very much..
cuz the discipline was damn stupid...!!
but nevermind...
at least i hav frenz there..
i got alot of new frenz..
im quite happy there..
hope all my frenz are happy in their new skul..
i sat with a boy=]
he is 14 tis year=]remove...
he is naughty like hell..
but he is a quite nice people..
im glad to knw him..
im glad to knw my new frenz too..
they are sooo cutie...^^
love them so much..
but i wont 4get all my frenz last time..
u guys are all my frenz 4eva..
<3 <3